Wednesday, 30 January 2013

freewriting while surfing facebook

fuck i am tired bed go to sleep fuck ugh no
chat me already god dammit you know who you are you need to just chat me and stop this bullshit i want to talk to you and blah and im such a stupid bitch stop opening yourself up you i di ottttttt overanalyzing he he anal yzing heh who is this bitch you are like 12 but why cant i look like you tho u r pretti shallowwwwww i dont care i want to cuddle with someone who cares
ease up on the mascara slut
i wish i could be white so then i could dye my hair crazy colours repeting and stuff but whats with that
god i wish this year would be different i hope that my life will change for the better i hate the sinking pit i am stuck in right now and i cant climb out and its slowly but surely disappearing into the ground
spelling suxxxxxx f m lllllllllff f f  f f   f  f f f f f  f      f  f f    i like typing random letter s and waching them form and i like typing words over and over and oer and over and over and over and over and over and over until my hands make a familiar pattern and the words seem to blend into each othe r and the computer screen is too bright and it all means jack shit
jackkkk shittttttt
i keep glancing at my top bar why cant it say (1) facebook so i know youve messagd me and you need to and im such an obsessive bitch i need to stop i need to get hobbies i need to stop obsessing over you and i didnt but then that and now i do and why do we keep making awks eye conty lol awky eye conty yeah g
where is my huge as thigh gap plz and ty
the thing is i have so much more valuable stuff to care baout but i dont
hey cute guy who walked me to school this morning is online should i chat him he was so nice and he was always so nice last year maybe i should talk to him hes relaly tall now.
i think hes with his girl friend now but who the fuck cares im not after a bf i just need someone to talk to so i dont go crzy in this head i sould crzy but i swear im not
vagina.
im so shallow and i obsess over the stupidest shit why cant i make myself care eabout world news and shit i dont know why not i should it would be good of me to and do nice things for nice people in bad situations that would be nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice i want to doodle all over my screen.
maybe is hould just chat him he seems so nice and stuff and stuff and my mind is blank blank blank today in english we learnt about blank verse and i got the definition wrong and i sat next to a girl with the longest eyelashes i have ever seen in my entire life
i cant find a good simile simile simile for that
oh look i just went on his page he broke up with his girl friend huh isnt that funny they didnt see each other
stop getting hopes up stop stop stop hopes hopes stop hopes.
i want to crick my neck and do it and do it too much and die well no that would be pain ful and i would be dead.
how do i even start convos with people
heya
hows life treating ya
how was school. lol.
i heard you take accounting now are you in my friends class
youre hot kiss me
youre nice
what are you up to
got homework?
i am so awkward awkward awkward
who do you have for eco
do you usually get dropped off there
where do you live
no no no you suck
plz dont log off i need to think of a way to not sound like a freak
what did you do over break
yeah cool i had tennis trials today really tired in bed watching youtube videos haha lol haha ok
why am i so nervous its not like its a marriage proposal
deep breaths. god its like ive never talked to males before
im sew sillay
im talking tohim
its ok
im being casual and shit idkkkkk
yay sportsss i like sports ok lets talk about sports
i got him laughing, yeaahhhhhhhhh witty bitch coming through
ok thatscool bye laters ttyl haha k

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