hello world

Time and time again I've created blogs, thought up usernames, moved around layouts and written my first post.
But I don't know, I just don't have the heart to commit to a blog, I guess. 

I never really bothered, though I wanted to.

The thing is, when I really do want to spill my heart out to someone, anyone, on the internet, here, I can't find the incentive. My emotions keep bottling up into a fiery pit and I

implode

and I guess I lose motivation in everything.

But

I can always try again.

So I guess this is another attempt.